• The Dark Silence of the Night

    When the Loneliness gets to you   I am very much having all these thoughts and feelings right now. I really wish I had paid better attention to and heeded my own warning about allowing people into my life. I already kept people at arms length and hadn’t allowed anyone in my life intimately in five years. I thought my husband was sincere when we met. To find out I was nothing more than anyone else he was trying to get to marry him to keep him in the country feels like a level of betrayal I don’t know how to describe. I know we do and say things in…